Anger and Rage vs. Diplomacy part 2!

If you have read the post before this, you would understand what I'm saying. But here, I would like to stress on how "two-faced" people can be. They could be smiling to you and nodding to you, but behind your back, they are bitching about you like nobody's business.

Through this ordeal that Cempaka Schools is going through, I learned a lot. About anger, rage, job security, diplomacy, elegance, experience, and many more. Sometimes, what you see, is not what you get, and don't ever bite off more than you can chew. I think what people don't realize about this ordeal, is that an innocent party was literally spat on, IN PUBLIC (as this malicious and vindictive letter was posted on Tumblr.com). No matter how "uncouth" you are, you shouldn't do this to people. I believe in defamation. Although I hate hypocrites, and in all honesty, I have blogged privately about how much I hate and resent them, I have never once mentioned their names. I don't think it's right, and I don't think it's in anyway honorable. If you believe that someone has done something wrong, judge for yourself and then let it go!

To be honest, I was relatively close with Mr. North. In actual fact, in the back of my naive and stupid mind, I thought we could be friends. Miss Samantha, made known to public, was a very close friend of mine. But now, look at what they did. They betrayed me, by doing this to my "family". They hurt so many students of which I care for, and they obviously hurt someone whom I look up to. Although I would like to watch what I type, I don't think that they deserve it anymore. Samantha used to tell me how upset she was as no one understood how she felt, and we would vent to each other. But look what happened? She un-friended me on facebook, she won't reply my messages, etc. She took our friendship like water. Something that could be thrown away whenever she wanted to. This was not how I felt. She even mentioned that we could be good friends, even after she left the school. I had known that she wanted to go back to the UK. But I didn't know that she would leave this way. Do you honestly think that I could befriend someone like this? TOTALLY NOT WORTH MY TEARS!

And then, the people whom I'm MOST UPSET with, are the so-called "Cempakans" who turned their backs so quickly when this happened. I haven't been a "Cempakan" as long as these people have. They studied their secondary school here. I only did my A-Levels here. And even then, I had decided that this was the place which I love, and came back here to work. Don't ever forget, that you are where you at because of this school. I'm not really sure of the mechanics, but coming to a school like this, and not taking advantage of it, is a complete waste! Take this from a person who was in a secondary school and the only musical I've ever been in was "My Fair Lady" and "The King and I". And even then, music was from a CD, the costumes we had to rent. We didn't even have our own costumes. No skin mikes. You had to hold a microphone and sing into the mike. Can you imagine how uncomfortable that is? Well, lucky for you, you won't have to. Seriously, the sports and arts programmes in Cempaka is totally amazing! I'm only starting to pick up sports now and be more active now. That's like 17 years too late! But it's okay. Thank you Cempaka for Senior Games Carnival. BEST IDEA EVER! :)

All in all, this ordeal has taught me a lot. The biggest lesson I learned was not to trust people as much as I used to. I have this problem and my boyfriend told me the same thing. I trust people too much, and then I get hurt by them. Big thing for me to watch out for.

I have been scolded and yelled at in terms of me not doing my job properly. What happens after that? I definitely don't do what they did. I buck up and try harder at doing my job better. If it's not enough, then the company has a right to fire me, of which I understand they have done to some ex-staff who are "joining in the fun of Mr. North". This is really dumb and petty of them.

I know that this is a long post. But I feel that I have a story to tell as well. Everyone thinks that I am a "bootlicker". Call me whatever you want. You're just jealous cos I have a stable job and you're now out there, jobless. And think about this really hard. Who would wanna hire someone who does this to an organization when they leave? You just jeopardized your own chances of ever getting a stable job, you morons!

It may sound like I'm taking sides, but I'm actually not. I'm just saying how this ordeal affects me personally. I promise to blog about more viable things in the future, but this one, I have to rant out.

Love, Sheryl1986 <3

P/S: Look out for my haul video which *hopefully* will be out within the next 2 weeks. :)